2010

oh em gee. we are juniors. guys this is scary. welll i know no one reads these anymore, but i get on here every once in a while when i am bored. we had some fun times freshman year for sure :) i dont really know what else to say... trust in God through the good and bad times and he will take care of everything else. promise. remember that for your whole life long. have a wonderful day and i love you all :)
love, jasmine joy :)

hello =]

hey everyone! im pretty sure that me and alyssa are the only 2 retards that look at these anymore. haha actually i never EVER look at this, but im in study hall, absolutely bored out of my mind, and of course im not going to do homework, and it took like 5 hours to get on this cuz i forgot my password lol =] soo. well i like this song called everyone hurts by r.e.m. its on posters around our school, and it really encourages me! like for REALS!!!! blah this is all dumo. so i have had a very bad week... idk why i am telling everyone this, but im pretty sure its been a horrible week for alomst everyone! not the worst one this year, but deff on my top 5 worst weeks ever =] not like i am keeping track.... or anything like that. WOOO varsity girls soccer is in the playoffs baby! oyea! i just sprained my ankle at yesterdays game... and it needs to get better like NOW!! anyways. i just looked at what alyssa is writing, and i just want to point out, were almost done with our 2nd year of high schoool! were literally half way done our high school career. wow has this year flown by or what?!?!?!?! its been crazy fast for me. DUDEE i cant wait for summer! like holy heck i want it now! i am shaking right now, cuz i took to much medicine today, hahahaha. well i just want to encourage everyone, and myslef cuz at one point or another, we all need to be picked up =] God has a plan for all of us sophmores-going-on-juniors, and its an awesome plan for each and everyone of you!!!! i doubt that all the time, but always remember jeremiah 29:11- for i know the plans i have for you declares the lord- plans to prosper you and keep you, to give you hope and a future... actually idk if thats the verse or not, but that comes pretty close i think, god knows what hes doing, whether we think so or not. cuz wow i am so bad at trusting, and we all just need to give our lives over to him, cuz it makes our lives so much easier, and i just pray and hope god will help me do that, just cuz i need to surrender my life to him and just give all my problems and worries all over to him. well now that ive gone on about my whole life and vented about everything i feel much better. thanks for being forever friends, i really truly honestly most deff LOVE YOU ALLL!!! foreer and always =] thats a promise.

love always and forever,
~jasmine joy~
xoxoxoxo

HIDE -JOY WILLIAMS

To anyone who hides behind a smile
To anyone who holds their pain inside
To anyone who thinks they're not good enough
To anyone who feels unworthy of love
To anyone who ever closed the door
Closed their eyes and locked themselves away

You don't have to hide
You don't have to hide anymore
You don't have to face this on your own
You don't have to hide anymore

So come out, come out, come out wherever you are
To anyone who's tryin' to cover up their scars
To anyone who's ever made a big mistake
We've all been there, so don't be ashamed
Come out, come out and join the rest of us
You've been alone for way too long

And if you feel like no one understands
Come to the One with scars on His hands
'Cause He knows where you are, where you've been
His scars will heal you if you let Him

well this song just encourages me alot. my friend aleisha showed me this song, and i just broke down and bawled my eyes out. this song is suchhhh an encouragement at times when i just feel like i want it to end i hate everything and it just makes me feel like im not alone, even if i feel like i am. it just reminds us we can go to God always, he will comfort us and just let us confide in him. it just makes you think, alot of us hide behind a smile and say everything is ok, but theres always something that is eating us away inside. once again, this just says you dont have to face this on your own.... just ahhhhhh idk wat to say but i loveeee this song, listen to it, my heart totally broke in two, cuz it just feels like my life is like this alot of times.... i just want to thank everyone who has helped me and encouraged me when i need it cuz it does help, even when i feel totally alone... i loveeeeeee you guys soooo much!!!!!!

jaz
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Verse of the Day

Matthew 1:21
She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins."

Well, this is just a reminder that Jesus is the Reason for the season. I know that i definately get caught up in the busyness of the season and forget the whole reason we celebrate this holiday. Jesus was born to save us from our sinfullness, and that is the reason we are here today. This verse also says he WILL save us from our sins, forever and ever no matter how many times we screw up. Just a reminder this holiday season!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! loveeeeeee you ALLLLLLLLL!!!!!

jaz
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Verse of the Day

James 1:12
Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

well, idk if i did this verse already, but im gonna do this anyways.... well this verse i used on my biology report and i reallly liked it soooo......Basically this just says that the man that perseveres under trial he will recieve a reward from God if he is a christian. This is saying we all go through many struggles and trials during this life, and we will be rewarded for persevering and not giving up. My one friend told me one day, DONT give up, you werent made to give up, and she showed me this verse. When you want to give up and want everything to end, remember persevereance shows character and you will recieve a reward for persevering. NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!! persevere guysss!!! i loveeeee all of you!!!!!

jaz
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Jeremiah 29:11
God knew what he was doing when he created you!!!!!!!! he still knows what he is doing with your life!!!!! loveeeeee you!!!!

Verse of The Day

2 Corinthians 12:9b
But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.

well this is just a reminder to me, that when i screw up, God is always there to back me up, and he reminds me that his grace will cover all my screwups and im not perfect, and i do MAKE MISTAKES- i struggle w/ this...... Gods grace will cover me, and i need to remember that, this is just a good reminder to all that we arent perfect, and jesus died for us for that reason. remember this-- i most deff need to, we ALL mess up..... thanx for reading... loveeeee u all!!!

jaz
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Encouragment.........

well, we all have bad days.... today is one of those days for me. last nite i didnt get to bed till 11:30ish, i think i got a wayyy bad grade on my spanish test, i got off on homework cuz i made a stupid mistake (shocker!!!!) and i dont like my seat in english (me being stupid) and my math test, i didnt get a good grade, and i just dont understand math. and i just feel like i am failing everythin!!!!! i just realized, i havent been praying much lately, ive been so caught up in school and in basketball, i havent spent time just talking to God. hmmmm sooo last nite my friend called cuz she needed to talk. well we talking, and i most deff need to vent sometimes, you kno??? well i am not one to share my feelings, so i keep it all bottled up inside till i explode, over something stupid usually. that is REALLY not good for me. it will lead me to make a stupid descion, or hurt myself, and most deff not good. everything just gets sooooo overwhelming w/ school and everything..... so just encouragement to other ppl that feel that way. i dont know if u feel the same way. soooo ya!!!!!! hope everyone has a good day!!! HAPPY FIRST SNOW!!!! and almost MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! LOVEEEEEEE YOU ALLL!!!!!

jaz
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